My thoughts and life

Surprisingly

2012-01-25T03:27:00.000-08:00

It's funny that some people's aim of gathering is to show off how successful , how many As , how wealthy , new gf/bf , New car/house .. whatsoever ...

It seems like people change as they grow older , How i wish the days when we were all innocent young kids playing and chatting like nobody's business .

CNY !!!

2012-01-20T06:19:00.000-08:00

wow , 20 January already , the best thing about being busy is you won't think so much 'irrelevant stuffs'' :) I'm glad I have solved my own ''probelms''.

ACCA - Part 2

What can I say ? One word = FAST

I'm taking F4, F5 , F6 ,F7 this semester , but F7 I'm only trying until end of february , If I manage to keep up and absorb the knowledge then I'll take it for June 2012 examination session. February 13th is the results day =.= , If I fail any CAT papers then I have to repeat ... *touchwood* :) Be positive, I'll pass eveything and go on with acca part 2 :)

The subject I loved the most is :

F4: Corporate And Business Law

The lecturer is a young indian woman ( Miss Sjt. ) , around early 30s , she's hot :) Tall And Preety & Smart (Married already ) , She's a first class LLB student from University Of London . It's rare to obtain first class in a law degree ~ She's amazing , no wonder she is now one of the best F4 lecturers in KL and PJ too , a friend of mine from Sunway came to KSA to attend her class. Her PJ Class is FULL !! Sunway students also attend her class ~

Her style of delivering the subject is amazing , because she uses 'R-Rated Jokes' XDDD She's open minded and motivating :)

LOL

Miss S : ''I know , we all live for sex '' .

Class : '' 0.0 ... LMAO''

Miss S : ' If you cannot answer the question , tell people you are a self-study student '

Class : XDD

Great Lecturers turn boring subjects into an interesting one :) I'm glad to have her as a Law Lecturer =D

And now , Happy CNY !!! Angpau !! Waiting for the good food !!! =D

看开点！！！！

2012-01-06T08:08:00.000-08:00

Thanks for the chat Mun Yi,

Why linger on something that is impossible to happen, no point making myself suffering.

Thanks for waking me up .

=D , owe u a meal =D

2012-01-05T02:13:00.000-08:00

It is only 2 years more, 2 years is not long ! Please 佛 , bless me with the strength to complete the papers.

: )

*Law Class rocks, I love *young* female lecturers more than other lecturers XDD They are young and preety and they make me concentrate in class. XDD

One And Only

2012-01-04T07:00:00.001-08:00

You've been on my mind
I grow fonder every day,
Lose myself in time
Just thinking of your face
God only knows
Why it's taken me so long
To let my doubts go
You're the only one that I want

I don't know why I'm scared, I've been here before
Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all,
You never know if you never try
To forgive your past and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove that I'm the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts

I've been on your mind
You hang on every word I say
Lose yourself in time at the mention of my name
Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close?
And have you tell me whichever road I choose you'll go

I don't know why I'm scared 'cause I've been here before
Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all,
You'll never know if you never try
To forgive your past and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
I promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove that I'm the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts

I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart
I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart

(Nobody's perfect, trust me I've learned it)
I know it ain't easy, giving up your heart
(Nobody's perfect, trust me I've learned it)
I know it ain't easy, giving up your heart

I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart
I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart

So I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
I promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove I am the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts
Come on and give me a chance
To prove that I'm the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts.

First few days 2012 , Road Not Taken

2012-01-04T04:48:00.000-08:00

2012 The Road Not Taken

It saddens me that my timetable also involves weekends =.= add salt to injury , I wished to have more social events with my secondary school friends, I really really missed everyone~ it sucks .. new semester, new coursemates although some are still in the same college. The atmosphere is completely different ~

But I should put the blame on myself , sometimes I just don't understand why I love making my life so hectic ? will anyone give a shit ? Adults love to say , cherish your studying life , once you work , it's a lifetime event ~ Looking back to old blogs, my old journals/diaries since end of form 1 till form 4 . Everything happened is made by me myself , MYSELF , all choices and options are made my MYSELF

Changing to teknologi class 3 years back maybe was a decision that results in my current situation~
Just like previously changing class to teknologi because I just want to focus on my future studies since wanna take accounts in future might as well focus on tek la ... =.= thinking back and from a very very good lecture from Mai Sabrina,

I guess she's right , I have missed all the fun of learning in higher secondary school . Life is seriously is not about grades, marks, jawatan or whatever shit. I finally understand this today .. 4/1/2012 ... 18 years old and 2 months ... WHY??? SO LATE BARU UNDERSTAND !!! =.=
~Friendship is like a piece of tissue paper, once crumbled .. it's very difficult to change it to it's former form ~

Friendship or even a relationship is formed from years of interaction and understanding. Mai was right ~~ If I could just understand this principle 3 years back. It's not that I regretted changing class, it's just that , I felt like I toke things for granted, very granted. I treated friendship as if it's an easy task like buying stationeries from popular bookstore. If I stayed on science 1, our friendship would have been developed to the next level.

But I cannot just slam everything, if I didn't change to teknologi , I would not have known people like Sherman , Henry , Yung Wei , Vivian and others ... ( Ironically , all of them were also eligible to be in science stream but applied to change class ~) .. and next year Wai Yan joined tek too ! ~ Mun Yi was also in the process of transferring but Puan Sasi ( penolong kanan back then ) had enough of people transferring like leap frogs and due to overloaded class size. She was the only applicant rejected and , Mun Yi stayed in Science 1 ......I guessed this is all fated ~~~
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~It was really obvious in the situation where I looked so blur when I was in Ken Hua's house where the 3 of them were having their chemistry discussion ( If I didn't change to tek 1 , perhaps I'll be happily joining them in their discussion ? again the question of perhaps? perhaps?) Perhaps I could even proof myself to 'somebody' about my feelings ? This was the most regretful thing ... even until now, I still regret didn't telling out the truth . As Miss Wong said, the decision you have taken is just like the poem The Road Not Taken.

The writer of the poem thought back about his decision years later ~ 3 years back I would never thought that I would have regretted , sacrificing already ''foundation laid-down'' friendship and ruining it with my immature mindset back then !!! Mai Sabrina, you can consider taking up psychology for making me think think think and wake up ...... hey you got the highest marks in psychology right ? lol
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The other day when I chatted with ..mun yi said ...'' as long you must dare to ask only then you will know what is the true answer''. She was right . ... she was right .... ...............but the will be many effects~ I cannot risk losing ''her'' as a friend , thus obviously the best case scenario is to be silent and let it be !! I personally do not have the confidence to tell ....><

At least now I understand the principle of friendship, I cannot afford to lose friends anymore.

Thank you to mai and mun yi , your advice is truly appreciated.

December 2011 =D From exams to Friend gathering ~

2011-12-30T05:28:00.000-08:00

December 2011 =D

December has been like a rollercoaster month,

December 5th to 13th was my exam =O , screwed up T6(accounting) and T9(tax) however T7(Management Acc.) and T10(Finance) was better .,, T10 was the best, one day before the test, *somebody* appeared in my dream revising T10 with me and I did very well because of you =DDDD You are my lucky star !!! Anyway exam results will be coming out 13th February la , by the time only see whether good or not la~ Time flies and CAT has ended already~ next week I'll start ACCA part 2 ~~~~ Hope I pass the other papers in 1.5 years time , Acca Affliate faster come to me !!! I wanna start working in the real world to earn $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ XDXDXD ( =.= I better stop dreaming )

Then me and family went for a trip to Alcohol Island =D

Went to Pulau Langkawi for travel~ Nice weather there very windy. As usual, duty free island + I just turned legal can drink wine,whiskey,beer muahahaha .. and I experienced being near-to-drunked , lolz too emo already . The chocolates and beer and sports shoes are way cheaper then KL. Beer is cheaper than soft drinks ~~~~~

Emo ~ WHY WHY WHY ?????????

Ok, enough for bullshit, the atmosphere in Langkawi was really quiet and relaxing, when I reached there I felt like sleeping, the weather was windy and it wasn't hot at all~ So contradicting to KL~ Some of the rich folks even had private villas here and have a range of high-end jaguars kept in this island , tax free ma so cheaper lor. $$$$ can buy us happiness~

And haha , I cannot resist not buying souveniers for my dear friends =DD

The adidas sport shoes was very worthwhile !!! =D Sadly, when I came back from my trip, I immediately kena flu+sorethroat+ no voice, ate too much chocolates and drank too much beer ... Came back home feeling dehydrated for the other days ~~~

Then, I was thinking about a exchange present dinner la ~ Told mum about it and she was ok with it, so I just contact friends and call them over to makan la (make them fat ) .... let the pictures do the talking~~~

Steamboat

Wei Wen ~ She's so affable =D Wish her all the best in STPM ....

The adorable Mon Yin , funny girl ~~~

And of course, The preety Ye Hoong posing as a watch brand ambassador =DDD ( She would have killed me If she sees this, but haha I don't think she reads my silly blog XD )

Taiwan Delicacy from Ye Hoong ( I finished them all even before the next day =( ...lolz , not enough la !! ) and Ken Hua's Korean Doll , thank you so much to both of you <3

Mon Yin and Ye Hoong got a Super Junior card from Ken Hua ! Lolz,

Wei Wen exhanged a famous amos christmas pack , awww how sweet of her , such a nice lady =D Thanks anyway ! =D

After the dinner, we went to watch mission impossible , the stunts are sooooo 'kuajiong' but nice plot haha... then we called it a day ~

On thursday , me , benjamin ng , mai sabrina and ken hua went for another movie (Sherlock Holmes) , ok la the movie but does sherlock holmes need to analyse everything he does lol but the effects were brilliant .

After watching the movie, we went to Ken Hua's house XD

She is the definition of a Malay Beauty XD

He is the definition of a future *ahem* pornstar XD

Messing with Ken Hua's Electone

Preety Mai, Her boyfriend is so lucky XD

Unbelievable , Benjamin fell asleep reading chemistry notes, he has changed ALOT !

Ken Hua teaching chemistry XD

We called him to play the guitar to entertain us XD , he even played the electone which was superb , too bad the video is too long I cannot upload to blogspot too long , also cannot upload to Facebook if not he will kill me ~

Ken Hua is a good host , entertain guests in a very good way XD

Study until call boyfriend ~~~ cannot focus~

Boring ~~~

HEY !!!

Isn't she a beauty ? =D

This is Ken Hua , who plays the electone and guitar very very well . Girls he is still available, I can give you his number XD

Ok , end of 2011, I wish 2012 is a better year , and I wish I pass the exams and earn more $$$$$$

Towards the end of 2011

2011-12-26T22:36:00.000-08:00

Time passes so fast, 4 more days to 2012.

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Happy New Year !

Nonsence Post ~ Flower Dumb ( Read in canton)

2011-11-27T07:35:00.000-08:00

( This is a personal post , If you are easily offended , better go away , shoo shoo ...)

I feel like I'm quicker that the ray of light

The previous weeks were the best in 2011 ~

Perhaps of your presence , I feel even happier . I just don't know why , Life seems to be so happy and stress-free when you are around . I feel like myself again , talking crap and laughing for no reason instead of facing thick books all the time ~ Sounds so crazy right ? Perhaps this is what people said : the word L.O.V.E .... hmm , too subjective ?
It's so freaky, that after so many years I just can't let go , can't let go , why are human beings so sturnborn ? =.= ... I just can't let go , why I can't let go ...

When the girl in the MCKL drama sang ''chasing pavements'' , I just felt.... empty , for the first time ever in my life a song struck me ~ Proofs that Adele is amazing in song writing =P
Later during the chats ~

I felt so happy , It's like going back to the good old days where we can joke and talk like good friends many years back ( Can I have a time machine and return to 4 years back ???? ) , I still remembered purposely making a fool out of myself ~ So silly XD ~~ ~~ Still young back then ~ No doubt the best moment in secondary school~ Really happy to experience those moments , I'll cherish them ~

People say when you are near somebody you like , you will act like a fool and do something silly... How true is that ?

I think I'm becoming a flower dumb.( It means 'a love sick' in cantonese )

~ I'm not weird , I'm just in love with somebody ( Can't believe I typed this out ...)

Human Nature ?

( That's not wrong right ? ) , but who cares right ? ;( If she knows I think she'll be freaked out and probably develop a phobia towards me ? Why am I so risk-adverse ? =( *On Itunes and play Justin Timberlake's Love Stoned/ I think she knows.* Sometimes, I think my actions are a little too obvious , perhaps her peers noticed my sillyness.... ...or perhaps she herself already noticed my weirdness ~

Alright , I am becoming like a lala already ~ FOCUS NENG ! FOCUS NENG ! Without meeting the basic requirements , so you think people will even consider you ??? You are in NO position to request for acceptance ~ There are better candidates out there with better characteristics ... she will eventually find someone better than me . The TRUTH HURTS ~ just deal with it ~

This is fate.

You will only get what that is belonged to you, other that that dream on la

People say you have to work hard for something if you want it , but seriously not everything can be obtained even from hard work itself ...

~Maybe I've thinked too much , we may be better off as friends/good friends/bestie/bro/sister/etc... :) Sometimes things may not be a complicating as I think~ Time and fate will tell ?-

End Of Normal Classes For T6,T7,T9,T10

2011-11-27T07:19:00.000-08:00

Time flies,
Feedback for this semester:
T6: Financial Accounting
T6 was lectured by Mr A. Tan , a FCCA ( chartered accountant for more than 6 years ) , His teaching style is good and I find his notes friendly to utilise , he explains theory+calculations in a very systematic approach , learning T6 is not difficult under his guidance. But he's a bit strict ( makes me so stress in his class >< ) He reminds me off Puan Tan ( Pre-Guru Cemerlang Years ) .

T7:Management Accounting
T7 is the bulkiest among the 4 papers I'm taking for this semester , due to changes in syllabus the new T7 is a combination of the old T2,T4 and T7 .... This paper will not be difficult provided you appreciate and understand the rationale behind it . However , I <3 this paper the most for this sem !!! Thanks to our preety,cute and haha sarcastic lecturer : Madame Chang Shew Leng =D Her notes are the best , full of knowledge , not too little and not too much of infomation , her style of teaching is by using mind maps and colourful notes to enhance understanding , ( I love this type of learning , suit my style ;) ) Too bad she's not gonna teach F5 !! .. but she's a lecturer for P5 ^^ .. hope I can learn P5 from her in the near future ...

T9 : Tax
Tax = Boringness

This was my initial response to the first chapter ~
But I was wrong~ ( just like T5)
However after a few more classes with Mr Ben Kit (He's really amazing in explaining concepts plus he makes his class interesting by adding funny examples about IRB,real life situations ) Tax became one of my fav subjects =P I hope I can score in Tax ( Score means getting 80 and above , not prize winner bla bla bla , cantonese people says '' no big head , don't wear big hat'' haha ) Mr Ben is really an inspiration... He's a Law Graduate + ACCA + prize winner for tax paper . I think when I continue my ACCA papers next year ... there will be no more ''active'' +'joking''+'young' lecturers anymore ;(

T10: Finance
T10 was lectured by Mr Max ;) haha , funny guy . My previous paper T4 was taught by him ~ So nothing much to comment about .... but overall he's a friendly and nice guy ;) During revision class , a whole bunch of malay girls from MARA attended his class , dunno is come to learn or come to see him leh ? XD

Musical Drama @ MCKL

2011-11-27T02:07:00.000-08:00

Ramu And Chu Lian @ Methodist College KL

Went to this musical drama directed by my friend , Benjamin Ng. It was his directorial debut and you know what , it was amazing ! The storyline pays homage to several films , and it's style samples various comedy-musical ( from MammaMia , Glee to Taylor Swift Videos , not forgetting Burlesque) , the singers were superb , especially the cover of Chasing Pavements by Adele. Made me emo~ EMO ~ =P

The theme of this musical was to promote equality and loving each other without the restriction of different races. The story talks about a romance between a chinese and an indian despite objections from their families. Love, love , love .

From Left : Wei Wen ( Thanks for your ride ) , Benjamin Ng ( The Director ) , Me , Mon Yin , Ye Hoong , Ken Hua

Here are some shots from the Drama ( Shots are from MCKL's Facebook)

Thoughts: I'm actually very proud and happy for him , few years back I would never imagine him dancing and singing and even directing a drama :) I'll pray for him to soar even higher and of course fly to New York City to pursue his dreams...

Before the drama, we went to Old Town Kopitiam for dinner. The food is really dissapointing ~ My nasi lemak was soaked with sambal oil , my throat was so hot and dry and resulting in an upset stomach. Gosh .

>...<

Then we went to Viva Mall for some ''yum cha'' session ~

Recently, I had been self-reflecting on my life . I feel so empty , what's the purpose of working hard ? Purpose of this , purpose of that ? Sometimes, I always think one day , one day , one day . Am I trying to impress myself or other people who wouldn't give a shit about what you are doing .

2011 , I have been living in a schedule ( I feel like a robot ) , perhaps 2012 ? 2013 ? If I am succesful in passing the papers ..2014? onwards- Work ? Something is missing ~ But FACE IT , this is reality. Live with it then ! Perhaps I have thinked too much ~ Life may be better ~

Yesterday was fun , last saturday was fun . I think these two days were the best days in 2011 . Perhaps of your presence , I feel even happier . I just don't know why , Life seems to be so happy and stress-free when you are around . Sounds so crazy right ?

I feel so happy , It's like going back to the old days where we can joke and talk like good friends many years back ~ I'm not weird , I'm just in love with somebody , but who cares right ? ;( I should just face reality and the fact and go on with life .

This is fate.

People say you have to work hard for something if you want it , but seriously not everything can be obtained even from hard work itself ....

Enough of talking nonsense , live with life and go on !!! :)

Who's Laughing now ?

2011-08-26T09:38:00.000-07:00

Who's Laughing Now ????

Jessie J as the teacher in this video looks like my former modern maths teacher - Puan Cath XD

Of course , I love this song . ... this song is my motivation song along with The Edge Of Glory , Fireworks , Pumped Up Kicks and Rolling In The Deep =D

Enjoy the video =D

The utter dissapointment and satisfication

2011-08-26T09:22:00.000-07:00

Few days ago , Jun 2011 results were released and e-mailed ....

of course there are the Happiness =D and UTTER DISSAPOINTEMENTS ! =( TERRIBLE MARKS !

hmmm... I sound like a Mad-Men right ? Nevermind , I'm insane .

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Cousin failed her paper AGAIN =.= ( Acca paper la ) , Crazy forumers passed with flying colours ( acca papers ) ...
Met a few seniors , and one of them ( eyes obviously cried until swollen ) , some of them obtain very high marks ( sure win prize edi la .. 100 marks ! Insane ) ...U know what ?
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The examination status report is a WAKE UP CALL , I repeat WAKE UP CALL !
It's time to wake up now . I cannot bear the risk of having swollen eyes or repeating papers . NO WAY !
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Ok , Time to revise Mr Ben's Tax Paper to make me sleep =D ( he's gonna kill me , if he sees this HAHA )

Happy Birthday To My ''step'' brother

2011-08-18T03:07:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday ! Chen Sen Kit ! Finally turning 3 years old ! =D

It was a memorable moment , Cherish the moment .

2011-08-17T11:13:00.000-07:00

Yeap , Even that silly forward post in FB made me recall every single memorable moment .

I wish I could turn back time and relive in the past . Time passes ...tick tock tick tock .. It's August 2011 now ! Hmmm , nearly 4 years have passed .

Ok , time for sleep with Adele's 21 on the Ipod ... =)

I found this picture to be very hmmm ...

Awww ..

Good Night ! It's a holiday for me tomorrow ! =D

Last Month's Gathering !

2011-08-15T07:16:00.000-07:00

Korean BBQ Session with old friends XD

My first thought of korean food was plain vegetables , and arghh yea LIVE OCTOPUS !

Wonder what we ate that day here is it ...

Don't watch it if you cannot tahan watching live animals being EATEN ! I HAVE WARNED YOU !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LR3iJ0-a-WI&feature=related

But I was Wrong about korean food , See ? Stereotyping is WRONG !

Ok , So Vivian Wong Fong Teng picked me and yung wei up to Korean BBQ - jal Dae Ji @ Ampang . Let pictures ( Low Quality ) do the talking :

Me and Ah Yung sat Vivian's Mini Cooper to Ampang =D , so syok because when she drive can learn a lot of new 三字经 =D

WE ARE FINALLY HERE !!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEE

DONT TAKE MY PHOTO NOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!

NOOOOOOO !!!!

Vivian Practicing how to feed her future husband ^^

Grilled meat

Pancake

Macam mau cari gaduh

BBQ

Too FULL

Me and Rachel Loo =D

Lengchai jadi ambassador

KCC

=.=

Off course , I love korean food since then =D

FMA

2011-08-12T04:56:00.000-07:00

Had Miss Chang's FMA class today , and guess what she's so damn adorable again . LMAO

Miss Chang : '' My husband complains that I talked too much . '' LOLZ

Miss Chang : '' Where's that guy who helps me switch off aircond ? ''

Driving lesson + Driving Test

2011-08-11T09:18:00.000-07:00

Blog is nearly DEAD , Spell D.E.A.D .

Blogging is so boring ~

Ok , as for updates , I just passed my driving test in my first attempt ! XD Ok here goes , I actually do not intend to take up driving class that soon , I was LAZZZY , but I thought , wanna procastinate until when ar ? Wong Huey Neng ! Until u graduate ar ? So after my final paper in June in the beautiful UCSI , I called up the driving school in my housing area . It was a friday when I called and Uncle Jeff told me to bring $$ and dressed up neatly with jeans and proper attire and go for Kuliah Teori on Sunday . Ok , Teori was literally lame , It seems like showing us videos about people losing their heads , having their internal organs burst was more important than explaning the proper RULES , proper road ethics ... Well , a 3hr talk consists of half hour break and half hour of talking shit about your history and half hour of bloody videos .... Then It was over , once in the car back home , Uncle Jeff asked when wanna test undang call him up , and I was like tomorrow ? He's like =.= . LOLZ , Of course I was joking ! So told him the following day .... So went back home and I did half of the questions and read up the key points .... Then had undang test and guessed wad ? I scored a marginal pass =P Ngam Ngam hor ! XD lolz ...

After passing the test , went to 6hours teori on Motor , This time the lecturer was better and he focused on what was supposed to be taught ! So much better than the first one which was a joke . Then waited 2 weeks for Lesen belajar pandu ( L ) , when L was here , semester 2 started and had my first driving lesson ! LMAO .... Mati enjin like *tooot* , hit the pole , Uncle Jeff was literallly vomiting blood ! XD Then he told me he will be visiting Vietnam for 2 weeks , so driving lesson delayed for 2 weeks =D Epic ... Then he came back and continue learning for 4 more 2 hour sessions and go for test lor , of course I did not make him vomit blood anymore =D ( Self-praise XD )

And It was the D-day ! 8/8/2011

Driving Test Summary

1. Nervous , Nervous , Nervous . First of all bahagian 2 , Naik Bukit first :

Nervous kao kao , there was this extremely obese male JPJ officer sitting up there who loves spamming the whistle when a candidate fails and screams GAGAL ! TURUN KRETA ! So I was there in my car waiting for my turn .. BTW I'm under Section 1 ( Nombor 55 ) , the 2 candidates in front of me failed their slope test , esp the one in front of me , he was like halfway up( before touching yellow line ) but he just handbraked and lifted his hand .... I was like praying for him .... '' how the hell are u gonna get through ? Amitofo ..'' then I think he was too nervous , he let his handbrake go even before balancing clutch and the pedal his car was sliding down ..and he kept pressing pedal , Scrrreeeching .... Thanks to him , I BECAME EVEN MORE NERVOUS ! I was like

WILL I FARKING FAIL ?

Then it was my turn , obese JPJ man was like waving impatiently already . And I was recalling Uncle Jeff's scolding ( for my own good la ) on how to do this and that , and in my mind was I cannat waste the $$$$ , fail jor have to $$$$$ kaching kaching .. ( See ? $$ is a BIG factor in making u focused ! haha , typical acca students )

Head up the slope , handbraked free gear , raise hand , fat JPJ shouted my number and name and told me to let go and jalan ! , I was so ''Kiasu'' when I was balancing the clutch I spammed the oil pedal and in my mind was 7 RPM ++ let go handbrake and passed bukit ! ... Head for side-parking and 3-point turn which was a breeze .

Finally , On-the-Road ... Uncle Jeff told me as for on-the-road it's better that you ''pao'' ( Give tips ) even if you are very familiar with basic driving already because one word , u need to ''pao'' no matter wad reason . I was a bit reluctant about it , but back home mum told me , even her time ( the mid 1980s )also need to ''pao'' already la ! WTF , my beloved country .... need to ''pao'' want . So have to pay extra $$ ( It's extra $X00 , =.= $X00 can pay for my exam fees for one paper already ! == ) Of course , if u do the math , u dont 'pao''
and u fail it will be .... ( XXX+XXX+XXX = $ XXX ) so .... do the math la ...

And guessed wad ? My turn ...my examiner was a female , big sized ( again , IKR ) . As usual , get in car say Selamat pagi , check this that ... and drive lor .... it was route A , drive drive lor , luckilly this female examiner was cool , does not talk , does not scream ... and went back ..and PASSED !

PASSED !

*But THE REAL TEST IS ON ACTUAL Driving ! ... ok , will practice driving more soon =D

Never Underestimate Something

2011-06-27T09:07:00.000-07:00

More than a month since the last update ,
and new sememster starts next month !

Last Semester's feedback :

T1 & T3 ( Mr Poon ) - Book Keeping and Basic Financial Accounting
He also teaches SPM Akaun in Kasturi Tuition Centre , basically his class is all about completing homeworks . Turns confusing calculations into a breeze . I love his method of listing financial peroids and calculating depreciation/adjustments involving lengthy peroids :) However, he touches very little in theory but in the T1,T3 level it does not really matter as it can be self-studied .
For exam :
T1 was exempted thanks to SPM .. T3 was doable but I still screwed up the reconcialiation question ...==''

T2 ( Jessy ) - Management Information
Jessy teaches very fast which at first I find it hard to catch up .. but very soon I managed to catch up . I like her notes which are very organized and informative plus they don't '' fly here and there'' compared to T4 .
Her last minute mock test helped me in the T2 CBE .

T4 ( Mr Max ) - Costing
I enjoyed T4 the most for this semester . Mr Max is very kind,+ very patient and does not get annoyed when students ask him questions :) He made costing interesting although sometimes his lecture gets a little boring because he teaches literally everything , very detail ... but I understand he wants to make sure everyone understands everything . I don't really like his notes because they are quite scattered and you need to copy additional notes from the visualizer . But overall he's a very good lecterer and loves giving additional classes HAHA thus T4 was doable in exam . He promised to belanja steamboat for the whole class , will see if he remembers the promise or not :)

T5( Mr Francis ) - Managing People And Systems
The so called most difficult paper in CAT as it is 100% theory , I disagree this statement because of this lecturer , Mr Francis made this paper simple to understand . I love his style of teaching .. instead of cramming everything into your poor-just-left-secondary-school-mind , he makes short and simple notes to understand difficult management theroies . Best of all is he does not spoon feed us and instead asks questions all the time which is quite stressing at times haha ... I often failed to answer the correct answer which is sometimes quite embarassing yikes .... haha ... but thanks to him T5 was the paper I left the hall with a smile . Why? the topics he predicted came out HAHA . H&S came out , Appraisal came out , MIS came out , Delegation&Authority came out , Sales Systems came out . haha ... but the marks I dunno but I think I will pass this paper :)

Conclusion : Never underestimate anything even is other people says it's very easy or blah blah blah . Trust yourself and work hard ! Will work harder for next semester ! T6,T7,T9,T10 here I come !

Last T4 Lecture Class

2011-05-04T05:57:00.000-07:00

Time flies , and today was the last normal class for T4:Costing . After the class , Adrian and I decided to try out the ''discounted'' Frappocino ( How do u spell it ? ) , walked to Kota Raya Starbucks ... and grabbed one Venti Mocha Frap ( Discounted price @ RM 7.95 )

Tried it and .... seriously , the drink is overated .. ( Sorry , I am not a coffee lover - I take coffee for it's powerful '' regeneration '' effect - staying awake la ) . However since having promotion , no harm having a try =D

That's it , of course will buy again when there's promotion XD , thanks Adrian for suggesting ... lolz , exam in 5 weeks ... HAIZZZ .....

Shame on Them

2011-04-20T04:29:00.000-07:00

Entering towards the end of the fourth month and the end of the first semester , ok ... I realized CAT ( Intro and intermediate level ) is really a no-joke qualification , even it's only the lowest level in the whole ACCA qualification , It can be really demanding and stressful if you don't study/revise after every chapter ( Especially T5 ) , Seriously T5 is really a culture shock to a freshly form 5 leaver , I personally think the syllabus of it suits an older '''minded'' student . Well , I am not one of them so I find a little difficult to understand certain chapters ( Maybe I lack the ability to absorb knowlege in a fast pace ) , Why will I want to know what Kotter thinks of leadership theories VS Management ? == Perhaps when I become more ''matured'' minded maybe I'll enjoy it la :)

And the worst part , Revision classes held in May are on weekends ! To add salt to the injury , exams start at the second week of June ! and it's already the end of April ! WTF ! Not enough time lar ! I can't believe how will I survive acca next year ( If I pass the freaking T5,T6.T7 ) .

Gosh , and during certain hours in the library , there are bloody fuckers who do not even understand what the fuck is the word ''SILENCE '' , SHAME ON THEM ! ( and they are degree students ! =='' )
The poor librarian , even if the librarian attempt to shut them up , those bloody fuckers will continue like as if nothing happened . Well , I guess I should learn from the others , buy a noice cancelling ear phone and plug it during library session ! damn fustrating , but what to do ? Arghh ==''

I think I should stop bullshitting and continue revising ... cannot risk to fail any papers ! =(
Wish me luck for June Examination Session !

Stormy , Hot , Windy

2011-04-14T00:56:00.000-07:00

The weather these days are really insane , hot and dry ...

Then the solution is to SPAM the air-conditioner , ( so much for all the Earth Hour Campaigns == )

The Breeze + The Cold Temperature .. pure relaxation =D

then , suddenly '' PIANG , PONG , BANG .

RAINING ... POURING should be more accurate ...

Then , even if you don't on the fan , the weather is cool and near to ''cold'' ..

However , I prefer this type of weather , ideal for SLEEPING XD

Someone Like You , yes it's you and it will always be you .

2011-04-12T07:37:00.000-07:00

Before you read :
This is my ''personal'' post , a bit off track .

I always prefered electronic , soft-rock and vocal genre songs . However , Adele really struck me with her soul genre + lyrical-meaningful songs , her songs made me recalled quite some painful/joyful memories in school-life last time .

Lets start off with Adele , she won Grammy for best new artist 2009 and her latest album 21 is currently the fastest selling album of 2011 , selling 3.8 million copies ( from Jan 2011 ) and still growing . Seriously , her songs - Set Fire To The Rain , Rolling In The Deep , Someone Like You really has deep meaning + the emotions in it .

Ok , my personal post starts here : ( Don't read if your easily disgusted by ''personal'' emotional stuffs , don't say I didnt warn you )

Her ''someone like you'' made me quite emotional lately =/

''Confused Feelings ''

Yes, I know , feelings are involuntary and I just don't know why ? ( Any of my friends taking psychology can clarify this to me ? ) To force yourself to forget something is just a difficult task , however I just have to be grateful it does not turn into an ''obsession'' that will affect the other aspects of my life .

Thinking back what I've gone through , should have appreciate the correct timing many years back but to rewind back to that moment , I really took it for granted .... if only there was a time-machine .
There was I so naive back then , spending most of the time in the so called 'race' for the stupid so called 'fame' everyone wants . How naive and silly ?

The word 'bravery to confess' was absent , and 'denial' was the only word that appears although I am sure of it already . It was in 2007 , It was the best moments of my life , but I did not appreciate ... I was always dreaming about the other much materialistic aspects ( not money la of course , I'm only 14 back then , it was the infamous ''kiasuism'' stuffs which was really silly )

Then time passes , which I became even more silly by NOT taking chances to least confess , but I know it's too late already and I was having fear of being rejected/teased ( for god's sake , gosh , the ''face'' probelm again )

I even made a ( A little regretful ) decision by transferring to another class , I could have considered planB .. but sometimes you really cannot decide properly , maybe life is ascertained and I should just let it be ...If planB , maybe I could change myself for the better me , to prove myself . But of course , bygones are bygones . It will be really foolish to keep thinking back ....

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste
Until the end , I'm really grateful to know you as a friend ,and some really good memories really made my day back then ........... it will be really selfish of me to fantasize about something that is really uncertain and is against the real truth . You will eventually find someone that is far more better than me and I think I should just wish you well ...

... I should just FACE THE TRUTH , no matter how difficult and painful it is to swallow .

At last , I really wish nothing but the best for you too : )

Okay , end of my pouring of sadness and dissapointment . I'll try to get over it , but it will always be you and I'll never change for it , dammit , maybe it is meant to not to be forgotten . Like The lyrics of Someone Like You :

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over .

Yes , It isn't over , Let time speaks for itself , I will find someone like you or you =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qemWRToNYJY

Different Stages

2011-04-10T09:16:00.000-07:00

After starting college , teachers( lecturers) are different , different as in personality :) This made me recall my past experiences on my teachers .

see , there are actually 5 stages :

STAGE 1 : KINDERGARDEN

Kindergarden times , the teacher ( very kesian ) has to teach/sing/joke/dance and even bring you to pee ! Distribute food + Milo , and when every kids go jakun , need to tame the kids with singing/give sweets/joke/and dance again
gosh , it's like an integration of a vocal coach+teacher+Nanny+maid ...
( that's why thumbs up for our kinder teachers ! )

Their roles are from :

Make u laugh ( Although I hate clowns alot )

Angry

and yeap the SINGINg Part

aww .. Barney times =D

then , after all the sing/dance/crying/peeing in class ( Primary 1 also got people wet their pants too .. )

STAGE 2 : PRIMARY SCHOOL

you proceed to Primary School ....
where you expect you'll have the fun of dancing/singing + having milo+biscuit .... NAAAHHH those days are over , run for your life ( frm dog days are over ) NAAHH , there you go stepping in a big school compoud where ur dancing teachers are no more in existence and you meet teachers having expressions like

NOT Rosie o Donnell ( and of course not as funny as her )
Teachers that are so much fiercer and screams ( 'AN JING ! ( quiet in chinese )/ DO YOUR HOMEWORK! / and the most memorable quote from my primary 5 english teacher -Madame Thomas who screams '' YOU CLOWNS ! YOU GIVE ME RUBBISH ! XDDD )

and yea , we fear our teachers , creepy .... They will bombard you with homeworks and the bag you carry to school will be like

( We were trained exclusively to handle heavy bags XD )

(erm , Btw I'm from a chinese primary school )

as a chinese primary school student you must remember these principles :

1. Your bag(inc.contents ) must not be lighter than 1.5 KG .
2. A ton of homeworks are your daily routine , lesser than that is a SIN !

Students will be pressurised until they end up like :\
( miss spears circa 2007 ? )

and if you don't obey the principles ... u'll get this from your teachers :

WEI SUO MUO ???!!!???
your teacher will call ur parents/punish you by writing 100x any terms she/he likes / pull ur ear until u become jumbo .

HAHAHA , of course ..thanks to the primary school , we can take pressure+stress+and homeworks !
which no doubt helps alot in secondary school .

STAGE 3: LOWER SECONDARY SCHOOL

Seriously , homeworks have been reduced by 120% however ur teachers are still quite strict and will screw u just like primary school times .

You still fear them and obey them in Form 1 , however you will become more and more rebellious .... You start questioning the rules ? You start wondering WHY? WHY ? WHY WE NEED TO FOLLOW RULES ! ? typical young teenagers ...

you were like this in your primary/form1 days
then you start to change... change change

you become 'jakun' and rebellious

the discipline teacher feels like killing you ....

yeap , CANT BE TAMED ( macam Miley Cyrus )

some boys and girls will eventually become LALA

LALA

then you reach Form3 , where teachers+parents+kiasu relatives start bombarding u with PMR PMR PMR PMR PMR PMR PMR PMR PMRPMR PMR , then you began to be tamed ...

(NERDism )( PAKTOism)

( Politics )

( then you'll be introduced to politics ( school politics ) all the 'gang', gossiping , territory stuffs ) the typical PAKTOism ( erm , puppy loves ) , and you'll understand the true meaning of studying , and of course more rebellious ! XD )

STAGE 4 : HIGHER SECONDARY SCHOOL

Your Teachers begin to treat you nicer , and less scoldings .. scolding will be an ''advise'' .
Teachers will show their true face , some teachers who you think are as fierce as a tiger turned out to be a motherly figure instead ( ESP :,Miss Chan , Puan Anita ,Puan Tan Puan Sasikala, Madame Ee, Puan Lily Rohayu ) but of course this should not be taken as granted , if you still behave like a 10 year old , you'll pissed them off and they will treat you like one XD

I remembered Miss Chan ( Accounts, KH ) was extremely fierce in my form2 days where you'll hear her screaming ( BODOH ! ) from another block ( true , ask any mutiarians ) but she's different when I was in form5 , she starts joking and make students LOL ( but also depend on her mood la )

However ,

The most obvious difference is no doubt Puan Tan ( add maths ) , everyone FEAR her during form2 and form3 , you will try to find somewhere to hide when she screams ...damn creepy ! When I heard she's going to replace Puan Teh for add maths , me and my friends was like ... die lor .... sure very cham .... very stress ....plus rumours about she'll give you surat if you don't do her homework .... BUT all the ''rumours'' were all fake , and it turned out she was not fierce as she used to be ! It's like a culture shock , she starts joking , laughing and doesn't get angry . However , an idoit in my class took it for granted and tested her patience until she screams and gets fed-up ...However , there is no doubt she's a wonderful add maths teacher , she has the patience unlike some who doesn't .

Then Puan Anita ( Sej ) , Form 2 and Form3 , I dare not even talk to her .... she'll screw you ( I'll smack you ) but when u reach form5 , she will be a little different and reveals the motherly side of her XD haha but of course she'll give you the stress to study sejarah ... ( shessh , I feel very sorry to her for not achieving an A+ for Sejarah )

Of course , all of them are really great teachers =D

STAGE 5 : Tertiary Level

No more nags , no more ''please do your hw'' ,no more ''ranpas'' no more this that ... but trust me you'll miss the '' nags '' ...

Independent and maturity level into studying ... classes are no more ''and u know wad today ar hahahaha ''
( of course , some courses are more ''colourful'' but mine ( professional accountancy )
well , for my class ( during lecture time )

( copy copy .. listen listen .. YAWN )
dull .....

and one of my lecturer Mr.Francis ( T5 ) even said

haha XD

Amazing Arabs

2011-04-09T01:59:00.000-07:00

.<-..for the okay time4info ......for the LOL moments->......

When I first have Internet access in the end of 2005 ( Standard 6 ) , the website I utilised the most was no doubt wikipedia.org . Cmon , where can you get instant information/pictures/diagrams about almost everything .. you name it la . From this amazing creation , you can get info about celebrities,music ( billboard ) , international news and ya including the other stuffs( erm,form3 chapter 4 ? ) ...

However, the first page I first read ( can still remember ) was the highest building in the world which was under construction at that time .

Behold :-

( oh , hi )

circa 2006 still under constuction

nearing completion ..

and at 828m , it's like nearly two petronas KLCCs =D haha

The Burj Khalifa in Dubai . What a beautiful place , these amazing arabs even have other tourist attractions like :

It may seem like a normal island only ... but from satellite view

land reclaimed !

The Palm Jumeirah Malaysia's Sepang Gold Coast =D

( A little identical right ? )

and yeah , the master plan :-

Of course , billions of capital must be invested for such ''gila'' projects , and btw the UAE is an oil-rich emirate . However , from some sources , some projects have been delayed .. a common implication from the 2009 Financial Crisis .

Really wish to visit this amazing city in the near future =)

Seriously , I don't know what to blog about so just random create a post la =D

The Beginning Of A New Environment

2011-04-06T05:06:00.000-07:00

After my final SPM paper - Accounts . I have decided to register in my long planned ( since form 3 ) course which is Certified Accounting Technician or commonly known as CAT , thanks to the various hard-sell marketing strategies of Sunway University , KDU and etc. in promoting ACCA , many students who are interested in pursuing a fast-tracked ( provided pass in first attempt la ) yet recognised worldwide qualification will have more options , well I am one of the victims of their marketing campaigns hehe Of course , I am not taking up this course in Sunway/KDU , I am taking it in a not very well known institution in the student world however working adults will know it . It's called Kasturi School Of Accountancy (KSA ) of course it is an approved learning partner ( gold ) and of course the college you attend does not matter , because it's an external programme whereby the exams , certificates and course material are standardize by ACCA and you only attend the college for tuition . What am I writing ? Promoting ? gosh . Back to the track................

Of course , if you are interested check these links :

1. For searching the approved tuition providers ( Sunway/KSA/Tarc ... )

https://portal.accaglobal.com/tpweb/faces/page/public/tuitionprovider/searchtp/XXTPQuickSearchVO1Table.jspx

2. For more detailed explanation of this course
http://www.accaglobal.com/students/

Okay , end of promoting ( as if like ACCA will pay me for helping them to promote )

College life , got a little culture shock at the beginning , the differences from secondary school -

teachers no longer screw you for misbehaving/ponteng/don't do homework . ( free from stupid rules =D )

A more independent approach in learning is required . ( teach teach teach , u gotta revise urself )

No more ''dun-care-la'' , miss one class will increase chances in failing paper .

( I'm taking a paper by paper course )

What we learned in secondary school ( accounts ) is really a fraction of CAT ( 7 papers )

Conclusion , more difficult and challenging , however all accountancy , management , a little IT stuff la .

Made new friends too ! ( I'm not anti-social =) ) New friends like Adrian Low (StJohn), Kai Mun ( Skinny and tall ) , Vanice ( smart girl ) , Chia Ling , Li Qian ( from China ) , Sara , Syeikh ( from Pakistan ) , Haswinni , Calvin Teng ( no one can crap better than him , even me compared to him is nothing =P )

Pictures :

View From Class Room Guess What ? My Fav hangout place ( just joking ! )

Of Course , I have adapted into the new environment and I love it , course mates are great and funny ( and they are very hardworking , gotta learn from them esp. Vanice and Chia Ling ) , food is great (petaling street area ) but of course this course is quite tough and challenging for me == , need to work extra hard , no more I Dun Care La attitude ! Must Change !

My BFFs , Paper 3 (right ) and paper 4 ( left )materials and

strepsils for

my itching throat and runny nose =(

And It's already my fourth month already , I joined the January intake , already cleared and passed Paper 1 and Paper 2 . Will sit for Paper 3 , 4 , and Paper 5 in June and if I pass ... will sit for Paper 6 and Paper 7 in December .... and proceed to the real hell -ACCA next year !

One word - GAMBATEH !

Wish all my friends the best in everything ! Sign Off .

2011's debut into the digital world

2011-04-06T02:43:00.000-07:00

After a long break from ''blogging'' , last blog entry was around May 2010 in word press . Now there's now a lot lot lot to write regarding the year 2010 .

To recall what exactly happened a year ago ( it's still very fresh in my mind ) , I had participated in Sunway's University College's Accounting Quest and passed the qualifying stage but the second stage was a complete stranger to us ( we were in a team ) - analysing financial statements , but who cares la , so I just ignore it and make a fool of it ( as I gave up already =P ) - much to the disappointment of Eddy and Miss Chan . Nevertheless , gained a lot of exposure to how the adults work in the industry and of course I fell in love with Sunway College .

I still LOL at this moment ( copied from my word press blog )

''20/4/2010
Miss Chan was a little furious today as me , eddy and celia tried to avoid seeing her today and guess what happened ? We were having our Kelas Percutan Cemerlang @ 5 Science 1 and today was Encik Nazri’s BM class . Barely 6 minutes passed and guess who was outside the class staring at me with her Youaresogonnadie stare ? The dear Miss Chan ! LOLZ She with her usual idontgiveadamnwhetheryoucareornotactitude just stormed in the class and requested to Nazri that I NOW go and finalised the Company Analysis Project =P Lolz . I even dared to reply to her ” Teacher 2oclock la ! ” . She even told Nazri that the 3 of us must leave and go to the office and do it ! ( btw the deadline is today @ 5pm ) . Miss Chan was so comitted and her quotes made me laugh all the way down to her desk with Puan Lim’s Laptop there ready + pendrive in too ! lolz . As she has prepared a draft for our work so Eddy just change a little stuffs and we FINALLY send the project to Sunway via e-mail ! Results will be released on the 23rd ( this FRIDAY ! ) and if Cik Chan receives a fax from Sunway . I guess we will have to BRAINSTORM + LISTEN TO cik chan’s quotes + MSN Discussing + Ponteng Class and stay at Cik Chan’s table ! ''

It was April , a year ago . My dear school stabbed a few students in the heart , yeah ( not exaggerating ) . They gave awards according to the grades achieved ( regardless of A1,A2 ), recalling back what happened is really an heartache . Beatrix was devastated ( so much for getting 12A1s , however the school awarded her a special award ) , I was just disappointed . It seems like I am just raising the so called ''bitter'' memories . Okay , time for the positive memories of secondary school .

Of course , time flies like a rocket and there were all the exams , outings , school events etc . Lastly Hari Graduasi ( Graduation Day )

Librarian's Farewell party - due to cost factor , The form4s organised it in the school compound however the food was great and it was indeed memorable , another good job accomplished successfully by the librarians .

Of Course , photo taking with the teachers =D Will always cherish the moments with the great teachers -Puan Anita ( sejarah ) , Puan Tan ( Add Maths ) , Puan Sasikala ( English ) , Mdm Ee ( Perdagangan ) and a lot more ........ yeah and Puan Zaliha , Puan Teh , Puan Lily for believing in me to lead the Pusat Sumber and teaching me the skills to be a leader ( school library board only haha )...............and too much la .

And of course the big day - SIJIL PELAJARAN MALAYSIA ! , the kiasuness , and the craziness . Haha gonna miss those days . Of course I have just received my SPM results last week and I was satisfied , however subjects that should get an A+ turned out to be an A well that subject is Sejarah lolz ! , well I have to be grateful for what I have achieved ( as I screwed up my BM and expected to get an A- only ) but seriously SPM is only the starting as tertiary education and the future employment life will be more challenging .

Of course the school gave us our graduation certificate and other relevant documents during results day

Testimonial , See ! All As in maklumat peribadi ( Perasaan like shit )
And finally , the gigantic me receiving results from Mr Lim - Chairman of PIBG .

Of course , left school to celebrate ! Joined Beatrix , Ye Hoong , Ken Hua , Mun Yi , Mon Yin , Wei Wen and most of the science 1 , science 2 friends of mine to Sunway Pyramid for movie/ice skating .. dinner at Fullhouse ( No Offence , this restaurant has nice chairs , decoration but food is overrated and average ) , of course la went there for gathering !

Group photo by Wan Zhuin

the family photo =D haha , of course wish everyone all the best with thier tertiary studies . Most are doing A-levels , STPM , AUSMAT , and me CAT . Goodluck !